I am 30 today

Hey its my birthday! I am 30 years old today!! Eek gags! I am so old school. So I decided to celebrate the death of my 20s by having an 80s party this Friday. You all are invited. www.evite.com/barfarf@yahoo.com/80s

hmm this is also my very 1st blog. I think blogging sounds like a great idea and i have seen it grow over the years but i hate typing and i an not at reading peoples blogs. Heck i suck at reading emails. Really i am doomed! But i shall give it shot. Try something new.

Being 30 is like....ohh about the same. Feel a little down really. I really havent felt much of a difference, expect my need to go in a new direction in life has increased. Yearning. ITs all comes down to i dont want the past 2-3 years to be the same as the next 2-3 years. Not that its bad. Its i guess the same....old and not fullfilling enough. I need something bigger to look forward to. A goal(s) to strive for. Being on time to work is not one of them.

What is the point of being 30? I think 21 is good age. Stop there. I used to think 13 was a good age but then i discovered girls.

So what now? Do i sign this thing like an email? I tried keep a journal a few times but i felt the pressure to write something to be overwhelming.

oh my gosh! My cute neice just called me. Get this we have the same birthday. Cool huh? And what is more amazing is that she is a teenager (aka 13) and i am 30 today. Two big age transissions in life. Imagine being a teenager again, what fun and horror that will be. She has so much to look forward. Kissing boys (if any of them touches her they are dead..guys are pigs =) highshool, parties, road trips, many new friends, PROM, college, more parties!! Heck my neice is even geting a chest.Can you believe that sh@!$t??! One day i picked her up and i am like what is that! She is getting all growns up. Too fast. Her and i need to go out do something cool. Like i am the coolest uncle cool. Chicago maybe? I tend to side with being the more interactive uncle and just buy presents and leave uncle. Spending time takes personal effort buying a gift usually does not.

Now what major events do i have to look forward too....hmmmm. Family? Working at the same career for 30 years? I think like after college and in your first career people lose thier way. A book called quarter life crisis talks about this. Up until that point our major life steps are mapped out for us. Now we have freedom to choose almost anything and it can get overwhelming. No matter how much i rage...i am still a rat in the cage